I wont give up
I am still looking up
Im not as stong as I thought
Im not as optimistic as i behave
I just realized I am not.
I always say positive words, trying to be bright...
I seldom reveal my feeling and emontion, I dont really like talking about myself
cuz I am afraid of knowing myself an insecure gal and lacking in confidence
so fake i know
I thought with this perfect image and illusion I can literally convince myself and become a real positive person.....
My mind is adrift, somehow.
