❤❤❤ Absolute Mei ❤❤❤

I wont give up
I am still looking up






Im not as stong as I thought
Im not as optimistic as i behave

I just realized I am not.

I always say positive words, trying to be bright...
I seldom reveal my feeling and emontion, I dont really like talking about myself
cuz I am afraid of knowing myself an insecure gal and lacking in confidence

so fake i know

I thought with this perfect image and illusion I can literally convince myself and become a real positive person.....


My mind is adrift, somehow.